RANSVESTIA

Dear Virginia,

As you can see, I am busy already with F.P.E. activities. For now I am concentrating on getting to know the Wisconsin girls because I would truly love to see "Theta" as an active FPE chapter again. Perhaps I don't have the strong leadership ability of Fran 49-C-1, but I think I can match her love and dedication for and to F.P.E.

I am back now, back to FPE, and hopefully back to Theta and I'm back for good. I am older now and a much stronger human being. I know where my strength came from— most of it has come from you part of it has grown from myself. I know that you will understand when I say "I love you Virginia." I love you as much as I have grown to love myself, both the Judy part and the Charles part. I am a whole person now, "the two are one" and I know an inner-peace which makes me smile at the strangest times.

When I first started reading TVia and what you had to say I hoped and wished that you were right. I accepted what you had to say with an almost blind faith. I grew then to believing you were right. I took that belief with me the day I faced a psychologist for an hour. Almost the first words from my mouth (Charles' mouth) were "I am a self- accepting transvestite." I then told her about FPE and TVia and my feelings in general. I answered her questions and watched her nod in agreement with those answers. Virginia, I walked in there believing you were right and walked out of there knowing you "are" right. I tested you and I tested me. We both passed with our heads high and proud.

So now I can say "I love you Virginia, I love me (Judy and Chuck) and I love FPE." I know we are all right, I know we have the "Truth." What a beautiful knowledge that is.

I hope some day I can sit beside you in front of a television camera and say "I am male - I am a woman I am content."

So where do I go from here? I am hoping you can answer that for me. I want very much to be a "working" part of FPE. I want to share what I have found with as many of my "sisters" as possible. How can I be of service?

Your loving daughter,

Judy, WI-10-B